So I've been pretty upset since Wednesday, the day I started my period. I am great through out the day but as soon as my husband and I head towards home or bed, I get really upset and can't snap out of it until we are in public. My main reason is because I haven't been able to get pregnant for over 2 years now. I talked to my husband about it on Wednesday morning and told him that's why I'm upset and we talked about a few things and he said something that made me even more upset. He said that maybe financially it is best if we don't have one and then he said that I assumed that he meant we shouldn't try to have one now. We have talked like this before but lately when we do have sex, he likes to pull out and cum on me places or he couldn't get up fast enough to get in me from laying down and watching porn while I help him out.. in my head, I feel like it is me who is having all the trouble conceiving and trying the hardest to grow this family. I also feel like he isn't interested in me anymore and I can't tell him that because he always says the same thing about that not being true and that I am his everything blah blah blah. I don't want to just say forget it either because then I will get pregnant by "not trying" and then we "won't be able to afford anything". Don't get me wrong, we have one child already but it was said that maybe if we just have sex and not try to conceive or not not try, we could save up money and eventually get a house and start really trying again once we get our feet planted. The last few days too, my husband hasn't really spent any time with me and when I mention that it feels like he is avoiding me, he just says that he isn't but he is trying to spend time with his family too, but we have been here for over a month now. Doesn't make much sense to me.