So me and my boyfriend broke up a few weeks ago and he was in the hospital, but since the day he got out, he stayed with a friend the first night and then he's been with me and spending time with me and our daughter way more then he usually does. I've asked him if he's talking to other girls and he says no. He says we will get back together and that he loves me and he's never going anyway. He said I'm the only thing he has in his life.

I've been cheated on in my past relationships and lied to so I always got upset if he wanted to go hangout with friends or leave me to go hangout with them. I blew up his phone almost every time.. and he was just sick of it and that's why we broke up. But I'm just extremely confused and worried if he's just going to leave after our daughters first birthday party tomorrow or if he's just waiting on some girl.

I don't know. But I just want to be official again. I've been like a lot better with trying to trust him and not blow up his phone and stuff.. but I just love him so much and don't want to lose him. I'm just scared my chances are more that I'm going to lose him bc we aren't really "together" I guess.

I just deal with a lot of insecurity issues and he doesn't understand. He doesn't know how to handle anything bc I'm his first real girlfriend and we've been together for almost 2 years.

I just needed to vent. I wouldn't like anything negative please. Thanks 😞