Morning all this is my first time posting. We have been ttc for 3 years now. Had an etopic 2016 had to have surgery to remove one of my tubes haven't had a positive hpt since then. Have really been expectant this month and woke up to my period and I feel so down. Its just so difficult especially when the whole world around me is having babies expected and unexpected ones. I am five times godmother have been a birthing partner 3 times already. We have a 7 year old and she wont stop asking when she is going to become a big sister. I feel emotionally drained cant even tell my husband my period is here I just feel awful and very teary today.