hey ladies so all my life I've been the qquiet one and avoid all attention, but I lost my last bf because of my lack of self confidence and decided to change so I have got better like I'm fine around everyone just about but I have a new bf now and I finally FFS I'm falling into bad habits again because he's always asking me to go out to dinner with him and I refuse sqq e because I hate people watching me eat and I just get self conscious (I know it's a little pathetic but I can't help it) . I've agreed to go out tomorrow but I need some time poo s on how to stop the self conscious me