no friends for baby shower...

Sarah

Im only 12w 4d today, but Im already dreading the thought of having a baby shower. i dont really have any TRUE friends. I honestlt can think of 1 person besides my mom that would go. Ive suffered from depression, which is currently untreated from lack of funds, amd thinking about this fact just adds to it. Im not a real social person, but I do WANT to be. Ive asked quite a few people to hang out recently, but everyones always busy or doesnt text back. I havent gotten the opportunity to celebrate this pregnancy. My husband and I got divorced about 8 months ago. We tried for 3 years. The first guy I dated ends up getting me pregnant. I lost all my frirnds in the divorce. Anyone else kinda go through this kind of baby shower stress? What did you decide to do? Im truly thinkong of not having one. Id be devastated if no one showed up, and I really have no idea ho Id invite anyway.