i need help understanding...

jennie

i went to the obgyn on the 27th of this month... he mentioned this may be a possiblity of not being able to get pregnant. i weigh 208 heaviest ive ever been... the dr was pretty inconciderate about this whole thing... he told me that im over weight nd thats why i wony be able to concive wanted to put me on bc nd all kinds of medication. i have ptsd from my childhood and taking pills scare the shit outta me i have panic attacks while tryinf to take them (stupid i know...) but my mother forced me to take tons and tons of pills to keep me quiet nd zombie like so she didnt have to deal wiyh me. he says its mind over matter i agree it is but its hard. but whats this whole disorder or disesse, idk what it is so please dont be offended i mean no offence. i need help he explained absolutely nothing about tgis.... let me explain a bit about my family, my mother had ovarian cyst my grandmother nd her mother before here... everyone has them all the wemon... my grandma nd few other wemon in my family have ovarian cancer. couldnt concive after 20.... im 22 nd im scared i wont be able too.... any advice.....???