Relationship...

Katie • Katie. Married to my best friend. Mommy to 3 beautiful kids.

OK... so I'm not sure how exactly to explain this... I'm a mom of 3 (youngest is 6 months) The last couple days I feel like a crappy mom, a crappy wife, like I've ruined my kids... and no, they haven't necessarily done anything wrong... they just fight like siblings and maybe I over think it... the oldest tells her sister she wishes she was still an only child and then the middle girl tells the oldest that her parents aren't her sisters parents too... blah blah just trying to get a rise, since duh! they share parents. anyway.... aside from that I feel like just a crappy person. I don't really want to be around anyone... don't want to be touched or talked to... I don't feel happy or pretty or have the energy to do anything... I have no friends (since we moved 300 miles away from our hometown)... I love my, husband, he's a wonderful husband, dad, provider, my best friend... I just can't tell him any of this... maybe I'm broken?? I'm not even sure we should be together anymore... I feel like I would cause less damage in his life if we were apart.... IDK.... Wth is wrong with me???