I've always wanted to be a mom. But recently it's just becoming so great it's almost making me lose my mind. I thought I was pregnant recently, but today I got the blood test results back and they turned out negative. At this point I feel like I'm willing to sell my soul to be a mom. I feel like I'm failing my partner by not giving him a baby, even though he keeps reassuring me that we just need to take our time and that it will happen eventually. But what do I do? I want a little bundle of joy so bad!