Should I text him?

So I met a guy on tinder that I instantly connected with, we was planning a date and all. But I decided to tell him that I just had a baby 3 in a weeks ago which he was okay with...(surprisingly)...and that I also still love with my ex until our lease runs out,I kinda pushed him away. But then he texted me saying that he didn't want to walk away but then stop texting me...I texted him saying that I was sorry for being a bitch but now we haven't talked for two days because we FaceTime eachother and I had my newborn in my arms and she was crying and I think he kinda got hit by reality and didn't know what to say. I told him I was going to call him back once I put her to sleep but when I called him back he didn't answer but texted me saying someone stopped by but didn't text me at all that day! I hate I had that connection because I opened up to him and now im second guessing...I haven't been with anyone for 4 years other than my ex and I don't know how to be on a date!!! What do i do???