Trying on holiday clothes has made me feel awful

Ive been trying really hard to tone up and shed a couple of lbs for my holiday on fri. I've been exercising regularly and trying to eat better since Feb and I have seen some changes.

I've just been trying to pack for my upcoming holiday and I feel awful. The clothes are either way to big and baggy or far too tight. I still have cellulite on the back of my legs and love handles at my hips. My bf has said I look great but I can't see it. Maybe I set my expectations too high.