Ok, this is just gonna get weirder and weirder I apologize now. I've been trying to hold it in due to the fact I absolutely REFUSE to talk to any of my friends about it. And I try really really hard not to think about it and to brush it off but I honestly can not. I know lots of you are gonna read this and wish you never did so again my apologizes. I figure posting this to a bunch of strangers is my only way of not loosing anymore sleep and being six months pregnant I need to not have this extra stress and visions in my head. **

- the run down on my house before I get started. My house is 2 bedroom one bathroom and the bathroom is in one of the bedrooms. currently my house had my mother in one room and me and my SO in the other.

Alright let the story begin

So about idk let's say 3 months ago I'm sitting in my room and my mom gets home after being gone all day long which is odd she was gone all day long because she has sclaraderma on her foot therefore she's on disability and does not work, she does not have a social life hardly at all if anything her one friend will come to the house. Ok moving on. My. Mom calls me into the kitchen " Samantha come here I want you to meet somebody" .. I'm thinking oh god what's going on right now😒 I go out into the kitchen and she's like " Samantha, this is my brother, your Uncle Tom" first of all what the fuck?? What the actual fuck??? I never knew this man existed! Never not once even a mention of his existence my 21 years of life. So I'm like hi🤔 and I mean don't get me wrong he was really really nice, and respectful and everything. But a few days go by and he's sleeping on the couch still at the house doesn't seem to be going anywhere. Im riding with my grandma and she tells me that Tom was homeless in Florida for a year and my mom and him share a father have the same last name just have never met but a different family member drove him up here. My mom never told me any of this, never even told me he was staying one night! ( not that she has to tell me but come on ) anyways I confronted my mom about it and she was like "well I was here and I met him and we got along so well I just couldn't let him leave so I invited him to live with us". Keep in mind my mom hasn't had a single boyfriend not one since my father left when I was 5. So It became obvious she was leaving the house doing things every day loosing weight and happier he was mowing the lawn doing everything for her she genuinely enjoys his company. And I'm thankful for that she deserves that much. But this is where the real problem begun. My mom ( and toms ) other brother asked Tom to come down to North Carolina and help him move his things to NY due to a divorce. Tom left and a weekend ended up turning into about a month for various reasons. During that time my mom says to me " would it be weird if I had feelings for Tom " I told her I wanted her to be happy and I've never seen her happy but yes it would be embarrassing and weird. I was like mom you don't think that's gross and she was like " well why does society deem it as wrong? It's not like we're having children" and " I didn't know him my whole life my walls were down and he just is just like me" " I don't care what people think only you, your brother, your grandma, her nephew and one of her friends. APPARENTLY EVERYONE TOLD HER THE SAME THING AS ME the whole " oh I just want you to be happy I won't judge you thing ". Anyways now he's back. And I can not see them together in the same room. I litterally want to puke. I loose sleep over this I can't handle this. They both get quiet whenever me or my so enter the room and it's so uncomfortable. And I have to walk into their room to use the bathroom and they are always cuddling watching movies. I litterally go pee outside to avoid seeing them. I like seriously loose my appetite over this I'm mentally going insane and it is not healthy for my baby what so ever. I just need some kind of feedback on this. I don't know how to handle it anymore. I'm like on room arrest I can't stand to be in the same room as my mother but I totally told her I would t judge her and wanted her happy. Idk man 😭😭😭🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢😡😡 any feedback is helpful