I know this is horrible...

Lauren
I'm just going to be honest and put it out there. I'm worried to have a vbac because I worry I will love or have some different connection to the vbac baby. 
I love my son he is my world.  I was connected to him at birth even that I didn't give birth to him vaginally. 
I'm just concerned because i have never experienced a vaginal delivery. So I really have no idea. Maybe there is some connection I don't know about. I don't want to love one child more then the other. 
Should I have another c section to avoid this? If any moms out there can help or give advice that be great.