Last year during fall a guy friend a year above me said he loved me out of the blue in front of our friend group he was very very open about being gay so I was SUPER confused this it how it went:

So he was just chatting with us and I was sitting back wards on one of the chairs when he goes up really and i mean REALLY close to me so much that I'm blushing and he's in my face and he whispers I love you (my name). And he grinned he fucking grinned! He had such a freaking charming look in his face! I WAS SO CONFUSED! Literally sexually confused! It was like he was trying to freaking seduce me! If he was it worked! I went throughout the rest of the week In a daze and was so mentally confused I came to a conclusion he probably meant as a friend but STILL!!!! STILL! Did I mention the weird thing about this situation was that he was openly gay yet still why the heck did that happen?!? I was Slightly crushing on him for a month till he friend zoned me he literally said a month later I'm so glad I have you as a FRIEND and then freaking flashes his stupid charmy smile! I know he was gay so that was to be expected but still....every see we did he seemed like he was hitting on me! OH HOW FRESHMEN YEAR IN DRAMA CLASS CONFUSED ME! Thankfully all of that is in the past and I realize how much of an idiot I am and that hormones suck.