possible symptoms sick of waiting

Courtney

so I think I ovulated 7 or 8 days ago glow thinks 4 or 5. a couple days after glow thought I was suppose to ovulate I had this really thick white discharge and a lot of it too which is weird for me usually I dry up after ovulation. the past couple or so days I've been on and off cramping and feeling like mild period type cramps or stretching all throughout my abdomen I spotted for like 2 seconds yesterday then cramps again usually I don't get cramps until the very day I start AF and it was well over 12 days before I was suppose to get a visit when it had started. along with that a few days ago my boobs started hurting but not much to really actually notice besides nipples getting sensitive. the sensitive nipples is normal for my AF now my boobs feel so heavy and hurt which I haven't had that as a pms symptom but maybe 2 or 3 times since I have waver started getting them. I've been super exhausted and either get right to bed or have insomnia also a few days ago I notice not just my boobs but my boobs all the way up to the tops of my shoulders have blue veins running across them dark blue veins everywhere I kind of feel like I'm going crazy and kind of feel like I'm just gonna get AF but at the same time in hoping this is my month. I feel like I'm starting to lose faith that my miracle will ever come but at the same time I don't want to give up I just really hope this is my month 😢