Sometimes I contemplate suicide...but the thought of hurting all my loved ones is the only thing that stops me. I have been diagnosed with major depression and i have my good times and bad. I am only 24 years old and I have been through so much hurt and losses. I feel like I am too young for this and suicide is my only way out to stop all the pain. Especially when fighting with my fiancé, he makes me feel so low sometimes and i just want to end it. I know we should probably separate but I love him so much still even tho he has cheated on me and said a lot of hurtful things. But when things are good between us, they are so good but we have bad times every few months due to his anger and mood swings and it gets really bad. This is one of those bad times and I am stuck...