I want my rainbow so bad πŸ’”πŸŒˆπŸ˜­

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Pretty sure I'm out again this month. 😒 I tested today at 9DPO like an idiot, and it was a BFN which was disappointing.. I expected a negative.. but something inside of me was praying to see a faint line. But now this evening I've been having that "period feeling".. my lower stomach just aches and cramps on and off and my lower back is killing me.. so I expect AF to be right on time unfortunately. πŸ˜‘ my boyfriend is coming home from the police academy for the weekend and I was hoping to have good news but I guess it looks like we'll just have to try again in a few weeks.. TTC is so exhausting and heartbreaking. When I got pregnant back in March, it all happened by surprise. And now it's like I can't get pregnant even if I try πŸ€¦πŸ»β€β™€οΈ baby dust to everyone!