I just found out I'm pregnant and I'm freaking out. I turn 22 this month and I currently work part time at a grocery store. My boyfriend doesn't know about it yet but he just told me the other day that he may be cut to 3 hours a day. I was suppose to get a job at Burlington (not the coat factory) a job where I would watch troubled teens. My soon to be new boss told me this kids would 100% eventually try to beat me and spit on me because they're very troubled children who are also very close to my age. I don't know if they will give me the job now and we just got a place together. I haven't even moved all of my stuff in. I don't believe in abortion and I refuse to give my first child up for adoption but I don't think I'm ready for this. I know I should have been more careful but I'm freaking out enough already so please don't give me that bullshit. I just need some friendly advice.