I cant even explain how i feel . 33 weeks pregnant & i just stopped working from one week to another. Just enough time to complete rent! And no other bills😒 I dont hold any grudges against anyone who didnt support me to keep working while i got on maternity leave. I understand money comes and goes & I want to understand why god is putting me through this . I keep telling my self everything he puts me through is a lesson and he always has great plans for me and now for my son also! I just ask him in prayer nothing materialistic but just strength and health ! To help me prepare for his birth & to keep my depression and anxiety away . If anyone can keep both my son and myself in prayer i would greatly appreciate it .