broken

idk how to start but basically my whole life was lie my friend that was gonna be my boyfriend just wanted me for sex but he said it wasn't like that cuz said he dont wanna be in a relationship but that he still wants me in his life. he got sum girl prego before but that was awhile back and he doesn't wanna be with me cuz he dont wanna make that same mistake but he made me think we was gonna be together but I'm broken rn and I just wanna die sadly me and him are both 16 so go ahead talk ya crap