Throughout my entire pregnancy I was terrified of the birthing process. I couldn't wait to have and meet my little girl but thinking about pushing her out scared the crap out of me! I had never even been admitted into the hospital until I was in labor. Never had an IV. When I got to the hospital, got all hooked up and they started watching me they told me my baby was in distress from the umbilical cord being around her neck but not to worry it happens all the time and they will just cut it as soon as I push her out. I was so scared after hearing that but felt a little relief knowing okay this is something they deal with and they know what they're talking about. Time passes and the dr is getting more worried so he puts something in my vagina that is touching her head so they can monitor even more. More time passes and the dr and nurse come in the room in a rush almost and I knew then something was wrong.. as he was checking me I asked "is everything okay??" And he then told me my baby was in even more distress and he wanted to do an emergency c section and get her out asap. I immediately started bawling. Not scared for myself or the procedure that was about to happen but that something is wrong with my baby. I shook uncontrollably the entire time. They did the surgery and got her out safe and sound and for that I am forever blessed! Now I have a beautiful, healthy baby girl!! I was so scared of the natural birthing process but I never imagined that's how it would go for me. Everything I went though was so worth it though 💗