Is this real?

I'm trying to tell myself this is a false positive so I don't get my hopes up (as horrid as that sounds) It took us 2 years to get pregnant the first time and this was our first try for the second baby.. Conception date would have been the 20th of July an It's been 6 days since my missed period and I've thrown up twice this past week an I've craved everything in my house and have been strangely calm. But I'm so scared it's not really happening. Will try another test in a few days 🙌🏻❤️😘 baby dust to everyone ❤️