Cervical position help

Im currently in my tww and i know im getting super anxious and seriously reaching here (im only 7dpo) but i decided for shits and giggles to just do a cervical position check. Its higher than normal to me and felt very soft. Normally i cant tell a difference when its soft because it almost alwayz seems firm. And it felt like it was off to the side instead of straight up...if that makes any sense...so im just curious, before any of you got your bfp did u check ur cervix at all? What was the difference? Is it supposed to be soft right before af?