Dream 😩

Amanda • 💕 34yr old stepmom married to a handsome, supportive man and TTC our 1st. I’ve experienced two chemical pregnancies, one tfmr of twins at 14 weeks due to Trisomy 13, one MMC at 10 weeks (baby was 7 weeks), and a ruptured ectopic pregnancy. It’s been tough

After looking at Glow all day yesterday I had a wonderful dream. My husband bought me pregnancy tests, but he got them wet to "activate them" (it's a dream guys, I'm pretty sure he wouldn't do this but in my dream apparently my husband is dumb). So I laugh at him but decide to take a test anyway. I get my BFP on a pink dye test and then take like 100 more, digital and all the other ones and they sit around me, all positive.

I woke up happy and sad. Happy because I could feel inside me how good and fulfilling that positive will be.. and sad because it wasn't real yet. I'm in my TWW, fingers crossed my dream comes true (minus the husband wasting a test, that shit is expensive!).

Does anyone else cry thinking of it?