😖 losing it here

Taylor
My SO and I have been TTC for about 5 months. His brother is expecting their first baby here in a couple weeks. And today I get woken up with the news that his little sister is pregnant now also! 😰 I feel broken..and it didn't help matters that my reaction to their news was so negative so he's surely upset with me now. I just feel so left out or disfunctional 😣