My kitchen is clean it's like really clean! And you know who helped?

No one.

I tried motivating my husband and my 19 year old nephew who lives with us (rent free mind you) and hubby took a nap and nephew took off with his gf.

My husband works graveyards and last night was his night off so he should have had plenty of energy. This is my Saturday and also my Monday because my college classes started up today.

Idk what wild hair I got up my ass to make me deep clean the kitchen at midnight ish but I know it had something to do with the fact my nephew wasn't home and sitting on the couch playing video games and being a generally unproductive member of society.

I like living in a clean house but I'm not the only one who lives here you know! Do I really have to be the only one who really cleans? Do I really have to be the bad guy who nags at them until I finally give up and just do it myself? I can't work, go to school, raise 4 kids, take care of the house, balance the budget and try to lose weight all while they sit around complaining about how their high school foot ball injuries hurt whenever they do any strenuous labor. Boohoo. I've given birth 5 times in 10 years, had surgery to get my tubes tied at the age of 26, been trampled by a cow, kicked and/or stepped on by multiple horses through the years, abused by my ex husband, stabbed in the back by so many "friends" that I am afraid to have any and suffer verbal abuse at my call center job by entitled customers.

Ugh I know my frustration stems from my period that's a day late but it's whatever.

I'm tired of being the push over doing everything for everyone else and getting not even a thank you on Mother's Day or my birthday.

I'm proud of how the kitchen looks, on to my bedroom tomorrow hopefully. But I'm all sweaty now and I took a shower about 6 hours ago.