vivid dreams

i usually have pretty real dreams when i do remember them but this one was SO real and vivid I was convinced it was real

so i was having a party for my (what i thought was deceased) baby and then my boyfriend told me she's actually alive and living with a family. i started sobbing. it was a feeling a relief and i had to find her. so i went to these people's house and found out they were like crazy and awful and her bed was just a sleeping bag on the ground in a room. and so i took her and she was exactly what i've always imagined out little

girl would look like. she was so beautiful and small and sweet. she was around 3 in the dream. i took her back to the house and no one came looking for her except the dad once.

i dont think i've ever had a miscarriage and maybe i'm pregnant this month, but man. was that real.