I feel useless😭

Jessica

We been together for 4 years and he told me this morning he never loved me he only played along because he saw how much I loved him. My time, my attention MY LOVE!!!! I can't tell anyone because I'm so ashamed. I still think I'm dreaming. Where did the respect for human 's feelings go😭😭😭 I don't anyone to talk to. No mother to console me. This is the worst day ever 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭