TTC - venting!!

My husband and I have been TTC for four months- I was on the pill since I was 19 so

Almost ten years. After I stopped taking the pill- I did have a normal period- on time with no issues; I read somewhere this was my "withdrawal period." I have not had a period since. I am currently on cycle day 98 since last period!! ( I made an appt with gyno but she isn't available until the end of the month). I've had two or three days out of those 98 days where I was spotting and I was ovulating on one of those days (took an ovulation test). I recently started taking Maca capsules and royal jelly because I heard both could help with irregularities. I take a pregnancy test all of the time, thinking the result will be different. All tests have been negative. Just venting and looking for any kind of advice or good vibes to help keep my sanity! 😫😊