Stressing..

So I'm just really here to vent bc I start my freshman year of hs a week from today and my parents don't like me they tell me they hate me n that I'm worthless 24/7 but I don't have ANY money I don't have ANY Clothes or a bookbag for my books I literally have nothing I guess I could use my old bookbag but it's just clothes I need 67.00 from my dad to get these clothes online but he won't give it to me bc he said I don't deserve... he accepted my PayPal request which I was surprised with but then he canceled n said I don't deserve his hard owned money n laughed but it's not like I can get a job I'm only 14 n I could dog walk n babysit but they WILL NOT let me out the house...😔😕