gender disappointment is a terrible but real thing

Ryan • mommy to niko

15 weeks and we went in for early sono today. tech said it was hard to tell this early but she is going to say girl. I started hysterically crying bc I knew how my husband was going to act... needless to say he told me it was my fault that I didn't do anything to try to make it a boy ( old wives tales.. lay with legs in air for long time after sex... doggy style .. to name a few) also told me everyone has jinxed us telling us it needs to be a girl.... said that he is mad we didnt do <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a> again.... my response was some people can only dream of conceiving naturally... so basically it's my fault for this.. I'm so upset. I swear he gets worse as the years go by... and I told him tonight he is a horrible human being.