I'm about to sound like poor pitiful me lol I know I have a great life and I'm well provided for and extremely blessed. But I'm so lonely all the time. My husband works out of town all week and Im a stay at home mommy with our 8 month old son. I don't want to leave my son to go work, even if I did I don't have the experience or education to get a good paying job that would be worth it to pay for daycare. More importantly I want to stay home with my son. But I have literally no friends. I moved here when I was 15 and had a very hard time making friends. My bestfriend I did have pretty much used me for a house and a ride and money before I got with my husband and he became my backbone. So I don't hangout with anyone, my family is about 30 minutes away. I really never get to do anything, my husband gets to hangout with his work friends after work when they get to the hotel and grill with them and have a few beers, then when he gets home he just wants to lay around the house, which I understand and don't have a problem with. But sometimes I just want him to take me and our son out to do something. Just once in awhile. Like go to the beach, a nice dinner, something fun for our son I just want to get away for a day and do something. Literally the thing I can get most dressed up for is grocery shopping. It just gets depressing when the only time I talk to an adult human is when my hubby's off work and calls me before bed 😕 I guess I just wanted to vent and make sure I'm not crazy for feeling this way lol