Emotional is an understatement

Savannah

So I had a pregnancy scare this past month and I tested positive 3/4 with at home test and negative 2 times at the doctor. At first the thought of me being pregnant (before any negatives) was terrifying but as my bf and I got into it & we accepted it we both got very excited (even though we're 18) well I came to find out that I am not pregnant and I feel heart broken, l want a baby to love and hold and call my own I always have aspired to be a great mom.. we are talking about trying he's came in me 2 times fully now.. I can't believe I'm not pregnant I haven't even gotten my period either.. super weird. Should I request a retest?