Welp🤷🏻‍♀️

Me and my now ex have been pretty on/off all year. For some reason we kept gravitating back to each other 🙄. this last break up he says we can be fuck buddies or nothing else, Bc he can't deal with the arguing in our relationship . "Loyal" fuck buddies at that. He says he loves me and wants me & wants to be with me, I'm the only girl he sees himself with blah blah blah. Needless to say I broke it off completely. But what the fuck is the dating scene now a days?? Mind you he's 30..

Is it wrong of me to think that the person I'm dating and investing my time in could potentially the person that maybe one day I'll marry/live together with/have a family with. Then to get treated like I'm a sex toy in return..

I've done the hooking up/fwb thing I'm over it. So it's not something that I would be into trying with him anyway. I'm just disgusted he clearly is just into me for sex after everything thats been said and done between us ..😞