Help? (LONG-ish)

Hope

Okay so I'm going to be a senior in high school. I have had this dreams of becoming a registered nurse since I was 8.

And i want to go to college but the problem is, I'm not one of those smart girls who can get scholarships or one of those girls who comes from a family with money. And I'm also not one of those girls who have great grades all the time.

So lately I've been thinking that I may not be able to even go to college and will end up working at a gas station or something. I don't want that for my life. I was something so much more because I deserve it.

I'm just scared that I won't be able to go to college because I can't pay for it and have to go to the military for the benefits. Or go to college and take out so many student loans I'll pay them for the rest of my life. I just want to go to college with no debt and live a good life doing so....😖