Clomid.... idk what to do!

Kr

Clomid.... has anyone that has taken it had to cancel a cycle because of multiple dominant mature follicles??? I had 4 mature follicles and even though the chances of multiples are small percentages my doctor advised me not to proceed this month. I am pretty disheartened by all this as next month is just a bad month for me emotionally plus husband and I both work shift work (I work days and he will be on nights the week I think I might have my fertile window) 😩☹️please help. Should I just leave it in Gods hands and baby dance anyways and maybe only one or two eggs implant or should I follow doctors orders?!? I've had two miscarriages and I'm just super sad that I keep getting these road blocks in my journey!