ttc troubles

am i the only one who cries when people announce pregnancy? or sees a baby? ive been trying but i have pcos so its more difficult and i just feel like i cant even do the one thing that i feel like i was made to do? ive always wanted to be be pregnant and have kids and be a mother.. there is nothing i want more. id give anything to have a baby... id do anything it took... i gave up so much for this and when i see people get pregnant without trying or those who do drugs while pregnant or those who kill babies once theyre born, i just develop so much hate for those people instantly. id do anything to be in the spot and these people just take it for granted... i just needed to get this out.