I guess there is no explanation for this lol!

I like men but like them more when they wear makeup or women's clothes. Have long hair, full lips, big eyes blah blah. I've had sex with two women and will never do that again. I have a boyfriend but he'll never grow his hair out long again or put on makeup or women's clothes for sexy time. Soooo I think I might have been a gay man in my past life. What I am has no group and that's the most bewildering thing of all! Truly one of a kind, I just wish I could act out my desires with a transvestite. I think it would make me fulfilled and happier. Gonna try to express this to my Boyfriend one more time maybe he'll let me doll him up just once hahaha.