I am not into that and I went out of my comfort zone and let him touch my butt and put one finger in, but that's as far as I'll let him, I've done it before with someone else and hated it, my fiancé is very large and I do not want that in me but he does not understand, he's kinky and likes dildos up his butt... I just feel like he won't want me or get mad because I do not want anal. We have been together for 3 years and are expecting 2nd child.. not that I'm against porn but it makes me sad that he watches anal porn makes me feel like I failed him