After loosing my first child last year in August, I never thought I'd get over the terrible loss or ...

After loosing my first child last year in August, I never thought I'd get over the terrible loss or pain. After months of trying, my partner as I thought lets just not try for the moment and if it happens it happens. And wallah the second we stopped, it happend. I lost my first child to an eptopic pregnacy last time, so this time I can only hope for the best. But so freaking excited!!!