Long distance

Am married n my these are the following things I go through

He has never said am sorry

No I love u

He won't take me out

He lasts less than a 2 mins in bed

We have sex twice a month

When he travels or I travel nothing Abt I've missed u

Always mr right

I spend more in the relationship than him coz I have multiple sources of income n when u ask him cash for upkeep he will complain but when it's done he enjoys it more than everyone

Now had a matured guy earlier on before we got married but it looks like am begging to fall back coz of the treatments n if I remember how good he is in bed I get to fall for him more n more.

What do I do