EX ISSUES

hey loves. I need some girl comfort and advice im not over my ex i feel like he was the right person at the wrong time. I was 17 when i met him he was 23 . Older and wiser amd been through some things i had not. I feel like he expected grown woman thngs out of a teenager.....im still young 20 but alot more mature and wiser than i was in high school. There was lots of wear amd tear on our relationship from outsiders as well as our own mishaps. I love this man but he has hurt me so deeply. I thought i was over him but seems when i go to lay my head down i can still feel his breath on the small of my back i can smell him and feel him . If tje way im feeling is apart of the moving on process i rather die......