I need strength

Summer
Had a routine OB appointment yesterday at 15 weeks 3 days.  No heartbeat,  they measured the baby and look like it died around 14 weeks. Today is my sons birthday,  he turns two.  I need strength.  I am going to do my best because it's his day and I thank God I have him.  Will probably have a D&C Thursday or Friday.  Just so sad knowing my baby inside has no heartbeat.  I am not giving up though.  I turned 36 last Thursday and I am going to continue to try for another.  I really want my son to have a brother or sister.  Prayers please!