Being selfish about BFN for baby #2

KC • Mama to an 18mon old little lady and baby boy is due May 9, '18❤️

I am 11 days late for AF, having pregnancy symptoms, and still getting BFNs... I was feeling really frustrated and disappointed but realized it was keeping me from being the best mama I could be for the little lady I do have so I'm going to stop focusing on TTC for a while and just let it happen when it should.