Feeling discouraged

Chole 🌸✨

I know its still a little to early to feel anything. But I'm starting to feel like I'm out this month πŸ˜” I'm 12dpo and af is due in 2 days. I know I'm not out until she shows up. But I'm not feeling nauseous like I was, cramping if on & off. Not more sensitive nipples. Idk its just a little saddening. Granted my SO & I weren't really trying (not preventing either lol) I got my hopes up a little with the fact we bd in m ovulation window & especially on ovulation day.. but fingers cross & lots of baby dust it'll happen