Vent**

So I'm really feeling down and out. I am on leave and I'm 36 weeks pregnant and am not getting paid so my husband is paying for everything which is stressful for him. It's making him resent me I feel. He's constantly telling me we're struggling and that I need to help him and idk what to do! I've been crying for hrs because I feel like crap. He blew up on me today about our money situation and it really put me in a bad place mentally and emotionally. Idk what to say to him anymore and idk what he expects me to do until I can work again. He thinks I only care about my own feelings and not his which is not true at all. I'm so sad you guys. I've been have contractions all night now. I'm drinking water and I even took a cool bath to try and calm my nerves but nothing is working. 😔😭😪 the stress is very real. Deff not feeling like the greatest person or partner right now.