I need advice

Cyan

Hi. I dont post here often and most of the time, as I scroll through all your guys Q&A;'s, I find solutions for my problems, but for this, I cant. I'm 15. I have a best friend, I love her to bits. She has this boyfriend. I went out to dinner with him and that made her angry and I get why. I just wanted to see what kind of dude she's dating. But I ended up learning so much more (I had been talking to him on socials for about a month now) then I ever knew about him. He told me he's unhappy with their relationship at the moment. he told me that he believes that their relationship is fake. he explained to me that she's never herself around him and that she is just too afraid to let him see her bad side and I get it, but they've been dating for 2 months and I know it's not really a lot, but at that point you should just be yourself. I mean why even be with someone, if you're trying to get perfect around them all the time? over the night we just got to talking about our lives up to this point and we just learned about each other. He even told me, he learned more about my life in one night, then hes learned about his own girlfriends life, in 2 months. I know I'm rambling on, and I'm pretty sure you all want me to get to the point, so basically the point is I've got feelings for my best friend's boyfriend. And there were times there she was a shitty friend and I tried my hardest to be the best friend I could be, and she didn't see it. She still treated me like crap. So mainly the question is, is it wrong for me to hope that they break up, and to hope I finally get to be happy that he comes to me? Is it breaking like girl code or something because if so she's broken girl code so many times over the years, just it sucks. I just need help and guidance on what I should do. Should I be honest with her about my feelings? Should I hide them away? Should I tell him? I just need help so please give me advice. I know you all went through it and I know you guys know that it sucks having feelings for someone and not being able to be honest with them about it. Help.