Nervous all day every day! 3rd pregnancy; 1st living child I PRAY!!!

Rochelle • 26 Years Young.... Currently on my 4th pregnancy praying God lets me hold this baby! 3 Angel Babies ~ Ishmael-Ruben 2/15 & Jonathan-Micah 12/16 & Alexis-Rose 9/17 ♡♡♡ Forever in My Heart! ♡♡♡ ...

How does everyone cope and allow themselves to be positive and happy??? I'm really struggling... After 2 2nd trimester miscarriages around the 15 week mark I cant help but feel so anxious that I cant sleep most days! I'm now 14+5 (1 day away from when I had my most recent mc) and everything scares me. I feel like I cant even move! This pregnancy has been so emotional but this time the doctors are actually doing alot more! Cervical stitch, progesterone pessaries, baby aspirin, fragmin for lupus (another piece of news I got after my recurrent miscarriage investigations sigh) and antibiotics every trimester I make it to! I feel like I cant be happy and that I'm gna be anxious until my baby is in my arms! if anyone has any coping methods please help me...