I didn't take him back

I posted yesterday about an arguement with my boyfriend. He pretty much trashed our bedroom while screaming horrible things at me. Of course, being the weak person that I am, I always accept his apology. Or I apologize, because somehow he always makes me feel like I'm wrong. He refused to talk to me at all yesterday, even when I begged. This morning he says he's ready to talk. He apologized for over reacting, promised to seek help, yada yada yada... I've heard it all. It never changes. I asked him to leave me alone. I'm actually glad he refused to talk to me yesterday. I was so upset, I would've apologized just to make it stop.... hopefully I can hold onto this anger so I don't break down and take him back again. Thank you to all the supporting ladies yesterday that helped me realize that it isn't my fault ❤ Me and the only guy that makes me smile...