Finally came to terms with my TWW

Maybe it's because I'm new to ttc or what but here I am 4 DPO googling every little symptom I think I may have and convinced myself we conceived then I talk myself out of it in order to not be let down it's a sick game I keep playing with myself. I KNOW it's way too early for ANY symptoms I'm just obsessing which obviously isn't healthy either. Though I'd like to share that I came to terms with the whole TWW in hopes to help someone else out. I figure if we conceived great, I'm pregnant and whenever I do test I'll find out. BUT knowing any sooner isn't going to change anything. I'm out of my ovulation window so it's not like SO and I are making a baby right now anyway. I just need to let time do its thing. They do say good things come to those who wait 🤞😬