Feeling kinda sad

Elle • Baby K.H. coming May 2018💕

So this is my 2nd cycle trying & i am so confused right now i had AF July 1-4 then again the 24-28. and AF made another appearance today... I dont really know how to track ny ovulation & now that my cycles are all messed up. I am starting to loose hope.... I want a baby more than anything. This has to work.... Honestly I feel like even if my cycles were normal right now that my SO would be the reason why we cant get pregnant because he is a regular nightly drinker.. I just want to sit down & cry. So it is now cycle day 1. Back to trying again this month. Any advice ladies??